Hi!
Basically I'm here to tell you I have a new account!
Wow... yeah... exclamation mark mood...
Anyway, I'm now called hourly_conflict and I will not post on 0chemicalpixie0 ever again... unless I change my mind but then I'll let you know about it on another account.
More good news? My writers block is slowly but surely fading! I'm half way through chapter 22 now.

But one more thing before I leave this account forever mwaha... basically:
Just Know I Will Remember You is my first ever fiction and I know that tbh... it wasn't THAT good in the beginning and A LOT of it didn't make sense so I have some good news.
I have re-wrote all the chapters up to around Chapter 16.
Don't worry though, not COMPLETELY re-wrote, I just beta-ed it and made it easier to understand and just... better and more detailed writing and less child like :] you can continue reading without reading the chapters over again and it won't affect you in any way but I just want my writing to be more mature and skillful because I know I've grown a slightly better writer with each chapter and I just didn't realise it until I read them over... it was painful.

So new account, new start. Add me please <3 I love you guys.
xxxxx 

This sucks....
I can't sleep.
Its 03:11 here and I layed in bed and everything but it just didn't work...
So I'm watching all the Smosh videos there is and I even resorted to THIS:
http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=XD6vnVhiV7M

<.<
I have writers block too... don't think I'm going to be updating for a while.... a long while...
My neck is killing me too cos I need to rest but it just won't..work? Even though I can hardly type.
Anyway, felt a need to write on LJ and keep people up to date with the fic = its not going too good, I really am trying, I swear... its just... not happening. Writers block is so bad atm, nothing I write is good enough and normally when I'm muse-less I can write and make something okayish but now.. just.. no.

Anyway, if anybody reads this ily.x

Title: One Single Rose [Standalone]
Author: 0chemicalpixie0
Pairing: Frank/Mikey
Rating: PG-13.
POV: Frank/Letter.
Summary: Sometimes I wonder if my mom was right, if guardian angels are real. Because I think you are mine.
Disclaimer: Don’t own, don’t sue. This is about as real as my ‘step-mothers’ sweet little act.
Author Notes: A/N under the cut.
Warnings: Implied suicide, death.

( One single rose... )

ARGH.
Okay I'm in ICT.
So I'll finish this rant at home LOL

But I'm so stressed lol, Saturday I had the best night EVER. But today has just gone downhill.
WTF.
What kind of sick person makes someone (a friend) trust him and then mimics their disorders when they spill their heart out to him, SERIOUSLY?
He's faking my eating disorder, my alcoholism (That is NOT funny, the way I was brought up to like it... fucking ASS thinking he needs it!), my friends epilepsy and her autism (sp?), my fear of needles, skitzophrenia, paranoia, depression and bi polar disorder!

He's so sick!
Then he's copying bands we like even though he doesn't like them.
Example : Me=MCR&The Used&MSI, H:Hadouken!, S:A7X and a hell of a lot more.

WHY?
He is sick.
And he's faking dsylexia!!
What is his problem? Okay I have enough time to finish this rant in ICT so yeah.
Here I am in ICT, Saturday = the best day with my life (except MCR concert).
Got home Sunday night and VOILA, He killed my high. 
He knows I can only eat around Haylz, Loz, Jill and Fee so why is he constantly smothering me at dinner?
Its like when he was 'in love' with me! I didn't want to go out with him and I liked him as a friend, so is this why hes doing this?
To get back at me? And to hurt my friends aswell?

Well hes a year 11 so I can't wait until he leaves, MAY COME SOON. <3
Oh yeah, and hes a hypocrite.
Yelled at me for smoking when he keeps being all "I need a fag... I need a fag..."
He knows I have depression and he said to me yesterday in a text (exact words):

Yeah, u were really drunk lol, u text me wen u got picked up by Oliver. U sed u luved life... thats unlike you. So drunk.

Does he think its funny? Unlike me to be happy? Thanks a lot.
Ruined my week now TWAT.

Urgh.
Im going.
 
I'm home now, editing this from my computer. Its like one step forward and two steps back.
I thought that maybe I was getting happy again, MAYBE. I can be but sometimes depression just takes over, its like Im so happy and then boof Im back down to reality.
Basically after ICT there was Geography which is one of my best lessons even though Im alone.
But it was bad today, it was painful. My backbone was sticking out really bad for some reason and it was against the rim of the chair and it fucked KILLED.
But we had to do so much work, it was about 4 sides of A4 paper basically and everyone was complaining. When Miss Quinn (my fave teacher, she is so nice to me) handed out another one I was like *blows fringe and groans* and she said "I know its a lot, and its depressing but it'll be over soon, aww look Frankie looks like shes going to kill herself."
Big MISTAKE. She didn't mean it that way but she kind of caught on.
Conner shouted "she always looks like shes going to kill herself." Some people were like ''you went too far'' but others just stared. I started shaking because of the amount of people looking at me and my eyes were filling up with tears and Miss Quinn looked so worried cos I think she guessed I was finding it hard to breathe.
Urgh... when I got home I couldn't eat.. again.. my step mum was home so I couldn't eat because .. just.. I don't trust her. My eating disorder (I doubt I have it but councillers are ''never wrong'') is getting worse.
Its gotten to the point where Im having black coffee at home even though I hate it because if I put milk and one sugar in I feel paranoid of what my step mum is going to say.
I'm so fucked. So I got home and cried and stuff in my room and I put Life on the Murder Scene on and it just cheered me up... I haven't watched it sinse August cos my 'mate' nicked it so yeah. It really cheered me up, its on now. Its just I don't know what I'm going to do anymore...
Maybe I'll become a hermit.

Think Hard Survey
Taken from xdeadxorxalivex


How many keys are on your keychain?
2

If you were given a canvas and watercolors, what would you paint?
Graveyards and people hanging from treees... I always draw them.

What do you regard as the most repulsive form of music?
''Niche''

Whose mind, besides your own, would you like to control?
My mums, I'd get her off the alcohol and make her happy... and not abusive.

What is the most dangerous occupation?
Well probably army.. but I'd kill myself if I was a servant to an ungrateful person.

What is the first thing you do when you get out of bed?
Groan LOUD.

What do you consider the greatest threat to mankind?
Politics... basically ourselves.

If you could project yourself into the past, where would you go?
Last night. Best party ever, I've never been so happy in my life, back with friends I hadn't seen for months and stuff, drunk and dancing and confident :)

What are you thankful you are not doing right now?
Sitting in the carpark with Callum [not cos its him, just cos I was slightly worried] pissed and laying on the floor wondering if other people were okay LOL.

What is your favorite kind of candy?
Skittles... or Starburst.

What is your favorite thing about the beach? 
The sea :] and the air.

If you were invisible, where would you go?
*Winks* Into Bert's changing room LOL.

What is one object in your home that you are embarrassed to own?
... ... ... ... Hang on... let me think.... My step mother. :D

Fill in the blank; When I dance, I look like:
And idiotic spazzdicated monkey penguin moshing XD LOL.

Who is one person you wish you would have never met?
Tuscany... she ruined my WHOLE LIFE. She is the reason why I'm fucked up, and Im not just blaming her, I'm serious.

What is your favorite fruit?
Grapes.

What is your favorite kind of cookie?
Chocolate Chip :) 

If you were an evil dictator, where would you rule?
New Jersey (L)

What do you need to get right now at the drug store?
Hair Dye? Them ''kalms'' that I nicked from my mum.

What song do you keep hearing over and over again?
Timewarp - RHPS :)

What was the happiest age of your life?
13/14.

What is your favorite piece of clothing that you own?
My new shoes!!!! They are black with rainbows and deer [LOOKS LIKE A UNICORN]

What two words describe your lifestyle?
Ups&Downs

Which ocean creature fascinates you most?
Uhm....whale shark <3

On a scale of 1-10; how religious are you?
3 1/2

What historical figure would you most like to have a discussion with?
Hitler.... he is a TWAT. I'd ask him if he was gay cos apparently he was then I'd stab him to death and shove a pineapple up his ass.

What color looks best on you?
Black? and blue?

What is your favorite thing about being sick?
My bed <3

What’s new?
New is new. My shoes and drainpipes are new?

Why are you here right now?
Uhm...here filling in the survey? Because I iz bored and hungover mayyyyte! *chav*

What commercial do you find most annoying?
Chicago Town Pizza thing. GET LESS ANNOYING ACTORSSSSSSSSSSS.

What was your favorite meal growing up?
........................................................................... Uhh........................... Can't remember much of my upbringing LOL.

If you had to spend the rest of your life in one place, where would it be?
On tour with my favorite bands, I don't care if I never see my family again [HARSH], but I need to tour.

Fill in the blank; I am so much smarter than:
My evil twin on sims2 :)

What one person or thing reminds you of the 80s?
Bon Jovi? LOL. WTF.

What is college really good for?
Degrees?

Where is the most beautiful place you have ever been?
Zakinthos.

What body part aches you the most right now?
My leg and my head. Leg = Matt flew full force out of the moshpit and into my leg lastnight and head = smashed out of my face last night with means = pain only happened this morning.

When is the angriest you have ever been?
Anything to do with chavs or MCR-Bashing.

What do you waste your time doing?
Internet I guess.

On a scale of 1-10; how much do you trust people?
Hmm, I don't trust easy but then again I do? Probably 5.

If you were forced to choose your own death, how would you die?
Suicide.

On a scale of 1-10; how photogenic are you?
I hate the way I look, apparently I'm pretty&cute&hott but I don't believe them therefore I dodge cameras.

What aspect of your personality could use a little work?
Confidence needs to go up, I have NONE.

What is your greatest addiction?
My Chemical Romance LOL . Drinking, smoking. LOL, and I'm FOURTEEN.

What issue are you sick of hearing about?
The war, just PLEASE get them out of there? ;'[

If you were a professional wrestler, what would your ring name be?
Frankie Fastheartbeat. If you know me you'll know why.

What language would you like to master?
Italian... CHAV, So I can bitch at them.

What is your favorite dish at a Chinese restaurant?
Chicken?

Who would you least likely expect a phone call from?
.... People from the past.... like when I was young.

What is the longest you have ever gone without a shower?
3 days? I think. LOL. But that was when I was in the house alone and not seeing anyone.

What is the saddest movie you have ever seen?
Life on the Murder Scene when Gerard is an alcoholic and stuff.... nothing makes me cry like that.

What time do you usually fall asleep?
12:00am?

Where is the worst place to be stuck waiting?
I hate waiting in line for concerts, and then when the buses drop me off somewhere early and Im waiting for a friend and everyone is probably like ''LOL, FUCKIN GAY EMO BITCH WITH THE BIIIIG FIGURE HAS BEEN STOOD UP'' or the old people like ''Ahhh goth, Im gunna be stabbed, ohh woe is me!"

What is the cutest animal on Earth?
Bats... Dogs.... SLOTHS <3 :D

Name one celebrity that has no right being a celebrity.
Amy Winehouse. The person I hate most in the world right now.... she is so fuckin... just.. ARGHHHHHHH.

What hobby have you always wanted to pick up?
Art... TOURING </3

Title: Just Know That I Will Remember You. Chapter 21
Author: 0chemicalpixie0
Pairing: Frank/Gerard
Rating: PG-15/R
POV:
Summary: Gerard doesn’t seem to have any luck… he was brutally assaulted when he was young in an alley and left to die, only to be found by Mrs.Iero – soon after he became best friends with her son Frank but things went wrong. Years later Frank breaks and needs help, needs Gerard’s comfort. And Gerard needs help to find the sparkle he lost. With the help of Sonny, Spencer and Bert will they be able to get revenge on all that hurt them?
Disclaimer: Don’t own, don’t sue. This is about as real as my ‘step-mothers’ sweet little act.
Author Notes: A/N under the cut.
Warnings: Violence, Suicide Attempts, Rape, Bullying, Sex and crap writing that actually does get better with each chapter =] Maybe some murder.
Dedication: x_like_uhh_x! She is awesome and she got me into slash <3 She is also my best mate in real life too ^^ Not just internet, slightly crazy but still lovable lol.

( Previous Chapters )


( The Puppy Boy )

Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1.) Be in a band and play somewhere.
2.) Live with Jill.
3.) Go see MCR again.

Three Names You Go By:
1.) Francesca
2.) Frankyy or Frank
3.) Pixie

Three Screen Names You Have Had:
1.) FrankyyFastheartbeat<3
2.) BouncyBouncy, Oh such a good time!
3.) Frankyy Higgie! (R)

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
1.) My eyes sometimes, I hate everything but apparently they are nice.
2.) My lips, apparently they are always soft :]
3.) My wrists, they are unique.

Three Things That Scare You:
1.) Needles. I'm fucking petriffied. URGH. Just keep them away from me.
2.) Seeing a fight, like parents. I scream like I'm being murdered and have panic attacks.
3.) Eating in front of people and my mum finding out about disorder.

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1.) Black [Liquid] Eyeliner.
2.) Music.
3.) Sweatbands.

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1.) Black Skinnies.
2.) Fingerless black flying skull gloves.
3.) Misfits and MCR sweatbands.

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
1.) My Chemical Romance.
2.) The Used.
3.) Bullet For My Valentine.

Three Of Your Favorite Songs:
1.) Headfirst For Halos - MCR
2.) Cemetery Drive - MCR
3.) Blue and Yellow - The Used

Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):
1.) I have an alcohol problem at the age of 14.
2.) I have only 4 toes on one foot. [LOL ;)]
3.) I look permenantly stoned like Bert McCracken because of my eye colour.

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
(( Goes for both sexes really!))
1.) Dark eyes or unique eyes.
2.) A really cute face or a rough face lol.
3.) They can't be extremely thin and they have to have flaws.

Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1.) Playing bass with my 'band'.
2.) Listening to music.
3.) Slash :]

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
1.) Get pissed.
2.) See Jill.
3.) Be bothered to get off my ass and go in the shower.

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:
1.) I NEED to be in a band, I NEED TO TOUR </3
2.) Physcologist.
3.) Social worker.

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
1.) America!!!!!!!!
2.) London.
3.) Italy!

Three Kid's Names You Like:
1.) Mikey.
2.) Katelyn.
3.) Jamie [for a girl and a boy]

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
1.) I refuse to leave the house without make-up on!
2.) I complain about my legs xD
3.) I love to shop! But hate to shop with my mum :]

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
1.) Think about sex loads LOL
2.) Farts make me laugh xD
3.) I stare at people's asses a HELL of a lot.. more than the average girl.

Step 1. Put your playlist on random.
Step 2. Post the first line from the first 25 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.(You can skip songs that are instrumental.)
Step 3. Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly.


1. She's too naive for suicide but God I wish that bitch would die.

2. Skyscrapers and stargazers in my head.
Are We The Waiting - Green Day - xanswerxthatx

3. Think that you think all the thoughts that I thought, don't you?

4. All the weekend rockstars are in the toilets practicing their lines. [[AWESOME, I know them :S]]
Fake Tales Of Sanfransico - Arctic Monkeys - maferi_nah

5. Watch when we fall, don't look away. See it all.

6. A celebrated man amoung the gurneys.
Blood - MCR - maferi_nah :]

7. Climb climb climb to fall. I never cared, never cared until now.
The Levy - From First To Last - xanswerxthatx

8. When I watch, wanna do you, right where you're standing, yeah. Right on the foyer on this dark day.. right in plain view. [[LMAO]]

9. All we are... all we are... is bullets... I mean this.
Demolition Lovers - MCR - Shmooz

10. Whos to say this is a social scene anyway?

11. Lift up the reciever.. I'll make you a believer.
Personal Jesus - Manson - Shmooz

12. Words have no consequences when they're spoken to me, better be careful when you're writing cheques.

13. The glass tastes messy chew it louder, I bet your tummy hurts you, you motherfucker.

14. Give me answers, get me through.. I will wait..
Alway All Ways - Lostprophets - xanswerxthatx

15. Now I'm sick of this waiting so come on and take your shot! You can spit all your insults but nothing you say is gonna change us! [[AMAZING SONG]]
Me Against The World - Simple Plan - Shmooz

16. The products damage pursue are endless. Identity can leave you selfless.

17. That most definitely I will be attracted to you if you pick my left side.

18. It starts just where the light exists. It's a feeling that you cannot miss and it burns a hole through everyone that feels it.
Blue and Yellow - The Used - xanswerxthatx

19. And I feel like the summer is leaving again. I feel like I'm living [[song title]].

20. The IV and your hospital bed, this was no accident..
Camisado - Panic!At The Disco - maferi_nah :]

21. Swelled up from the rainclouds move like a wraith, well after all, we'll lie another day.. and through it all.. we'll find some other way to carry on through cardaligan fluid.
Desert Song - MCR - Shmooz

22. [[Screaming]]HOTTTTT[[Scream over]] Shake it like a salt shaker! [[LMFAO AMAZING SONG]]
Dead Baby Kick Ball - From First To Last - xanswerxthatx

23. Brainwashing peice of rag.. take it off mast and stick it up your ass. Now its time to slaughter in its fucking honour.. WHAT A BUNCH OF FUCKING SHIT!

24. We ain't here to play a compliment or sing about the government, or oxycodone genocide, or adolescent suicide. I'll give you my sincerity, don't give a fuck about a Kennedy. Here's what I got to say.
My Way Home Is Through You - MCR - Shmooz

25. How could a fist fight be romantic?
Paralysed - The Used - xanswerxthatx


AMAZING SONGS. Hardly any MCR.. damn my libary being so big.. and most of my better music is on Ares.. ah well.
Try? :]

Title: Just Know That I Will Remember You. [20/25?]
Author: 0chemicalpixie0
Pairing: Frank/Gerard
Rating: PG-15/R
POV: Gerard
Summary: When Gerard was younger he was involved in a sick assault, he was found in an alley by Frank’s mum and they became best friends for three years… but it went wrong. Three years later Frank starts to fall and it shows, and Gerard is lonely and the sparkle in his eyes has disappeared. Will they be able to save each other and find the 'company' they need?
Sonny has always been the quiet boy, in the shadow of his older, crazy step brother Bert. He still has one person that loves him more than life itself, and that boy is Spencer. Will these new arrivals at the school help Gerard and Frank get revenge on the people that destroyed their lives?
Disclaimer: I own Gerard (my bass), Ray (my bass strings), Frank (my bass strap), Bob (my bass case) and Mikey (my amp and amp-lead). So technically I DO own them.. just not them as in humans.
Author Notes: A/N under the cut.
Warnings: Violence, Kissing, Grinding, Sex, Revenge, That’s about it, Oh and suicide attempt(s) and rape, I’m going to hell aren’t I? Maybe murder too.
Dedication: x_like_uhh_x! She is awesome and she got me into slash <3 She is also my best mate in real life too ^^ Not just internet, slightly crazy but still lovable lol.

( Previous Chapters )

( Bad-Ass-Muscle-Man! )

Well I'm ill, and my Bert (muse) came back to me!
But not in the form I wanted... not in writing.
He came back and bit me, telling me to draw.
So here you go.. if anybody is loooking at this.

( Art work )

1. Full Name: Francesca Kate Rodgers (Frankie Rodgers = Frank-Iero!!)
2. Nicknames: Frankie [Now Frankyy], Frank, Iero, Pixie, Dopey.. Sweetheart.. More..
3. Birthday: 29/08/93 (14.. Youngest in my year but don't act like it :])
4. Place of Birth: Jessops Hospital.
5. Zodiac Sign: Virgo
6. Male or Female: Female
7. Year: 10
8. School: Stocksbridge High School
9. Occupation: Pre-GCSE Student.
10. Residence: Mum&Mike's House.. Dad&Homewrecker's House.. Loz's House [Saturdays..], Jill's House [If home ever gets too much to bear..]
11. MSN Screen Name: Frankyy Got The Bass(8) [Me and Ric's inside joke]

__Your Appearance___
12. Hair Color: Just black, going to get it blacky-purple hopefully.
13. Hair Length: Just longer than my shoulders..
14. Eye color: 'Unbelievably' Crystal-Blue-Grey
15. Weight: I think I'm big but apparently I'm small and light.
17. Braces?: Nah
18. Glasses?: Nope
19. Piercings: Just my ears, when I'm older going to have my lip done.
20. Tattoos: None.. I'm scared shitless of needles.. but I want something meaningful when Im older.
21. Righty or Lefty: Righty but I can write well with Lefty too.

22. First best friend: Becky.
23. First Award: Swimming or Sports Day Tug Of War.
24. First Sport You Joined: Swimming.
25. First pet: Poppy.. my lovely albino bunny... thought he was a girl so we named him Poppy.. turned out he was a boy. He was 13 [got him when I was one] and a few weeks ago he collapsed cos of his age and the vets put him down.. he was the oldest bunny they'd ever seen.. *eyes tearing up*
26. First Real Holiday: Zakinthos, Greece.. Fuck I miss it..
27. First Concert: First well known band concert?? Bullets and Octane but I'd been to gigs before.
28. First Love: Liam.. LOL did I suck.
29. Movie: Hmm... Stay Alive is awesome but my favourite is Butterfly Effect.. fucking amazing and messes with your mind. Love anything physcological.
30. TV programme: Supernatural or The Mighty Boosh <3
31. Colour: Black or Blood-Red.
32. Rapper: Dont really like Rap but Jay-Z is a good guy.
33. Singers: Gerard Way, Bert McCracken, Lil Jimmy Urine and Sonny Moore <3
34. Song Right Now: Has been London Bridge - Bowling For Soup for ages.. so many good memories with that song [LOL RIC! I GOT THE BASS!!]
35. Friends: A lot. But my close ones: Jill, Haylz, Loz, Jack, Shaz and probably Ric & Callum.
36. Sweet: SKITTLES.
37. Sport: Badminton.. Swimming.. Running.. Basketball..
38. Restaurant: Um... Waterside in Greece, argh I miss it! </3>
55. Wanting To: Curl up and die? Lol.
56. Watching: The screen.. I can touch type hehe.
57. Wearing: Tight black cotton tshirt that I wear when Im ill and my jeans with fingerless gloves and my ever-present Mcr and The Misfits sweatbands.

___Your Future___

58. Want Kids?: Depends.
59. Want to be Married?: If anyone wants me then yeah.
60. Careers in Mind: My biggest dream is to be in a band.. but meh.. probably something with Physcology.. want to study it in college.
61. Where do you want to live: Somewhere with a roof?
62. What sort of house do you want: Any kind

__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___
63. Hair color: I like dark hair.
64. Hair length: Any.
66. Measurements: LOL. WHUTTT?! *Is dirty minded*
67. Cute or Sexy: I don't really mind?
68. Lips or Eyes: Eyes. Theres something about nice eyes...
69. Hugs or Kisses: It depends on my mood, if I'm sad hugs.. but anything else hugs&kisses?
70. Short or Tall: I dont really mind, but I like being shorter.
71. Easygoing or serious: Easygoing but serious when they need to be.
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: Tbh, I just want them to care about me.
73. Fatty or Skinny: I don't care. I like a medium?
74. Sensitive or Loud: I don't care? :)
75. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship I guess... 14 is too young for just hookups I think.. I have an unstable mind xD
76. Sweet or Caring: Both.
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: For some reason if they are into drugs I'm majorly attracted to them.. its just.. hard to explain? I really like addicts.. but I like people who are shy like me too.

___Have you ever______
78. Kissed a Stranger: LOL!! WTF? Do you know how shy I am?!
79. Had Alcohol: Yes... I'm sorta.. um.. turning into an addict.. fuck.
80. Smoked: Yes... easily addicted so I'm staying away from it.. for now..
81. Ran Away From Home: Yes... shit.. got put against the wall by my neck.. learnt my lesson.. but I'll do it again one day.. I can tell.
82. Broken a bone: Yeah, fell out of a car ;]
83. Got an X-ray: Yeah, I was like "*cries* THIS IS GOING TO HUUUUURTTTTT!"
84. Been with someone: Sex? Nope.
85. Broken Someone’s Heart: I fucking hope not.
86. Broke Up With Someone: Yes </3>.<

___Do You Believe In___
89. God: I believe there is a force.. something that makes people die.. something that makes people live and I believe it was created by the big bang (I think anyway). But I don't believe there is a man fucking controlling everything that happens down here. If there is then FUCK HIM. I hate the way people believe he claims homosexuality to be a sin. HE CAN FUCK OFF if hes real.
90. Miracles: Yes
91. Something magical: Yes

___Ever Gotten..___
92. In trouble with the police: LOL. I have a record. Not many people know about it though... Sent a threatening text to a girl who made my life hell.
93. Caught picking your nose: No?
94. Drunk: Yes... <.<... Turning alcholic apparently.
95. Stoned: Nope. Never been on drugs. If anybody offers though FUCK YES. I will do any form of drug aslong as its not heroine. No way am I sticking a needle in me.
95. A dirty text messege: Yah LOL! I was all *ROFL ROCKET*
96. Threatened: Yes -_-
97. Stuck in the lingerie department: LMAO! Yes I was all *OMFG NICE BRA*
98. Lost in giant Tesco: HAHAHHA YES! It was HORRIBLE!
99. Ever walked in one some on the toilet: EW. Omg, I was in Winter Gardens and needed to the toilet so I dragged someone with me, and one of the doors was unlocked. I pushed it slighty (I WAS IN THE WOMANS TOILETS BTW) and there was a 'woman' standing over the toilet with hairy legs like a man. I was all 'quickly shuts'. She/he didn't notice though LMAO.
100. An itch in a place you wish you didn't: Yeah, If my arm is ever cut I itch and and Im like 'OWWW'.

Title: Just Know That I Will Remember You. Chapter 19
Author: 0chemicalpixie0
Pairing: Frank/Gerard
Rating: PG-15/NC-17
POV: Frank then Gerard
Summary: When Gerard was younger he was involved in a sick assault, he was found in an alley by Frank’s mum and they became best friends for three years… but it went wrong. Three years later Frank starts to fall and it shows, and Gerard is lonely and the sparkle in his eyes has disappeared. Will they be able to save each other and find the 'company' they need?
Sonny has always been the quiet boy, in the shadow of his older, crazy step brother Bert. He still has one person that loves him more than life itself, and that boy is Spencer. Will these new arrivals at the school help Gerard and Frank get revenge on the people that destroyed their lives?
Disclaimer: I own Gerard (my bass), Ray (my bass strings), Frank (my bass strap), Bob (my bass case) and Mikey (my amp and amp-lead). So technically I DO own them.. just not them as in humans.
Author Notes: FINALLY! THE SEX! Other a/n under the cut.
Warnings: Violence, Kissing, Grinding, Sex, Revenge, That’s about it, Oh and suicide attempt(s) and rape, I’m going to hell aren’t I? Maybe murder too.
Dedication: x_like_uhh_x! She is awesome and she got me into slash <3 She is also my best mate in real life too ^^ Not just internet, slightly crazy but still lovable lol.

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Title: I Don't Want To Feel This Way Forever...
Author: 0chemicalpixie0
Pairing: Bert/Gerard
Rating: PG-15/R
POV: Gerard
Summary: I regretted having to wipe away the blood but I prefer it to seeing my blood congeal and ruin my perfect letters for my perfect fantasy.
Gerard is in love.. the only way he knows how..
Disclaimer: I own Gerard (my bass), Ray (my bass strings), Frank (my bass strap), Bob (my bass case) and Mikey (my amp and amp-lead). So technically I DO own them.. just not them as in humans.
Author Notes: A/N under the cut.
Warnings: Self harm.. cursing.. mentions of masturbation.. agnst.. the usual.

( Like masturbation…you know you shouldn’t do it. )

Omg. I'm such a n00b!
I made my own community.
Its called Crossband_Slash. As in slash.. with bands.. some crossovers..
BUT I NEED PEOPLE TO JOIN AND POST.
I've posted my fic and thats about it.
Anybody wants to join? And post?
Please *angel eyes*

http://community.livejournal.com/crossband_slash/

A DOZEN GLOMPS, GOOEY COOKIES AND LOVE FROM ME IF YOU DO.

Title: Just Know That I Will Remember You. Chapter 18
Author: 0chemicalpixie0
Pairing: Frank/Gerard
Rating: PG-15/R
POV: Gerard
Summary: When Gerard was younger he was involved in a sick assault, he was found in an alley by Frank’s mum and they became best friends for three years… but it went wrong. Three years later Frank starts to fall and it shows, and Gerard is lonely and the sparkle in his eyes has disappeared. Will they be able to save each other and find the 'company' they need?
Sonny has always been the quiet boy, in the shadow of his older, crazy step brother Bert. He still has one person that loves him more than life itself, and that boy is Spencer. Will these new arrivals at the school help Gerard and Frank get revenge on the people that destroyed their lives?
Disclaimer: I own Gerard (my bass), Ray (my bass strings), Frank (my bass strap), Bob (my bass case) and Mikey (my amp and amp-lead). So technically I DO own them.. just not them as in humans.
Author Notes: A/N under the cut.
Warnings: Violence, Kissing, Grinding, Sex, Revenge, That’s about it, Oh and suicide attempt(s) and rape, I’m going to hell aren’t I? Maybe murder too.
Dedication: x_like_uhh_x! She is awesome and she got me into slash <3 She is also my best mate in real life too ^^ Not just internet, slightly crazy but still lovable lol.

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C17/PartOne
C17/PartTwo

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Title: When I Hear Your Name, It's Not The Same.
Author: 0chemicalpixie0
Pairing: Gerard/Bert
Rating: PG-15/R
POV: Third person.. then Gerard.. vice versa.
Summary:
Disclaimer: I own Gerard (my bass), Ray (my bass strings), Frank (my bass strap), Bob (my bass case) and Mikey (my amp and amp-lead). So technically I DO own them.. just not them as in humans.
Author Notes: A/N under the cut.
Warnings: Agnst, mild kissing, minor self harm.

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